It Is Cold Outside

It was snowing when I woke up. I could tell by looking at a roof across the street that there wasn’t much and it was blowing. It was still 8 degrees when I had my first cig. I had almost gotten used t_ Rochelle:From what I said what do you think she thought?(31 December 2018) Rochelle:Idk if [...]
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Mayra:
Should i give him an ultimatium to have him stop watching or walk away from me since it is obviously disrupting my mental health that much?
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
I want to be enough for him where he doesnt need these other women to jerk off.
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
I cant look at him without resentment when i know he does it.
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
Does he think about them after or when we are together?
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
Is he thjnking of banging these women as he does it or is it that hes just looking at the act of sex?
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
Please dont be mean i really just need honest replies.
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
And yes ive tried it but when im with someone i dont need it.
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
And i just believe porn is a quick release of dopamine like a drug and its just wrong.
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
It builds resentment toward him and even though he doesnt talk about it it is constantly on my mind everyday that hes jacking off to some other woman.
(31 December 2018)

Mayra:
And not just a little it is constantly just in my mind and i cant get over it.
(31 December 2018)