Today is adventure day…

I’m going to grab a shower and a shave and head out into the big wide world for adventure.Essentially I’m going to the Beaverbrook library to read, research, perhaps go out for lunch, and then repeat_ Lucie:And what really piss me off is that he play both sides , he gets mad at her and vent [...]
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Debby:
No one in this world has ever went out their way for me as he's done.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
He still hanged around me all the time when he was down but he never let me know.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
I feel as if I'm a failure because I didn't know.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
All he said was that he never liked working in retail because it was so boring.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
But he never ever said a thing about what he was going through.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
I feel as if I'm making excuses just for being ignorant of his situation.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
Basically how can I get over this guilt.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
And he has always been the first to help me with everything financially and emotionally because I complained... He has helped me even when my parents wasn't able to help me... I feel as If I'm not a good friend even though I didn't know he was struggling.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
But as of today I am struggling to pay bills I have went hungry and I have complained day in and out about my struggles.
(11 January 2019)

Debby:
During the time had I known, I would have helped him right away had I known he was struggling.
(11 January 2019)