to host or not to host that is the question

you know I’ve met some pretty enthusiastic people on here that like my profile and would like to get together, as we all have at one time or another. only to find out that they can’t host.well, let me_ Lulu:Or is he too much of a jerk to admit he was the bad one not me?(18 [...]
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Annmarie:
Because I was not blessed by the universe to have any companion.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
I just wanna genuinely forget about them so I can move on with my life.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
So thinking of women is like torture.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
Because they are never aware of my existence, even if I'm in the vicinity.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
Or I think of a girl I liked in the past.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
So that's why I get mad and feel tortured when I see a woman that looks good.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
They haven't for 23 years so what will make things change now.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
Because they never will think of me.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
Nowadays I try to turn myself off to females completely.
(18 March 2018)

Annmarie:
And you'd kill yourself too if you were never loved and treated like scum or treated like you don't even exist from others.
(18 March 2018)