This notion of a writer being on the outside suits me

But there is a tension there, too. We must explore people, society, you, so deeply, so intimately it can only be done at close range. A close-up composite of things, truth, individuals. We are simultaneously intimate and removed. Always moving, second-guessing our position._ Alice:I tried asking for girls numbers.(1 December 2016) Alice:I’m 17 and cannot … Continue reading This notion of a writer being on the outside suits me
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Suzy:
I had serious acne and lost a lot of friends. After acne cleared, I gained friends again. Would you consider them real friends? Opinions?
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
No contact with anybody of them.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
I even met at least 3 of them at 28-29 but it was just to say Hello and talk a little.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
Today at the age of 30, I reached out to the 2 friends who I knew before the age of 22 but they stopped texting me within 1 month.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
I stopped picking up phone calls and the number of friends started to dwindle quickly to point where the only people I had contact with was my family, doctor and a counselor.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
I only went outside to run outside for 1 hour at night or that visit to the laundry, doctor or store during the day.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
I woke up at 4pm and slept at 3am and played computer games and hardly went outside.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
I wanted to contemplate suicide and cried often.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
At the age of 22 for 2 years, I suffered from severe acne on my neck, back, face and the back of my neck.
(23 December 2016)

Suzy:
I even had a girl that said she would lose her virginity to me if I dated her.
(23 December 2016)