What Does Everyday Love Look Like?

I seem to have some issues with sleep. It’s almost 1am and I am barely sleepy. Personally, I think it has to do with not getting my fix tonight in the form of a phone call. Just hearing him can make m //meelp.com/blog/625127/post_3629114.html?ANON_CONFIRM=TRUE Sarai:I have this guy best friend, and like some silly cliche I ve [...]
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Deja:
We laughed and he told me to watch a movie but to not stop texting him.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
Last night, we texted for hours all night and it felt like how we used to be before the breakup.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
He goes hours without texting me while I sit and wait.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
Lately, we text every day but not as frequently.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
It's been a week since we broke up.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
I became ordinary and touchable.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
I think he had me put on this pedestal as this untouchable goddess, and when I let him take my virginity I fell from that pedestal in his eyes.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
I lost my virginity to him and a month later he told me he felt uncomfortable in the relationship and wanted us to go back to how we were when we were just friends; that he didn't want to lose me.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
After a few months, I finally told him I liked him.
(8 October 2016)

Deja:
He knew everything about me and I knew he genuinely cared.
(8 October 2016)